Shortie Riding Suzie

Well, in between the times it rainned today, Shortie took Suzie out for another ride. This time she rode around the block. Right now, Shortie is making jokes while I am blogging about her riding. Things like "The crazy woman took my keys and rode off with my bike". Here are the pics I took of her riding Suzie.

Well Another Day

Well it's another day and I am alive. I had a test done yesterday on my heart. I was told by Shortie that the Doctor said everything is okay. A big relief now our upcoming cruise won't have to be canceled. If things were not good with my heart, Shortie would cancel the cruise because of me.

Today it has been cold and rainy. I feel the dampness in my bones. My sugars dropped earlier today and I thought I was losing my mind. I hate when they drop. I get so frustrated. I am tired of being a diabetic. No matter how much I try to control my sugars they seem to control me. This is something I do not like and will not have. I WILL NOT BE CONTROLLED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Great Day

Well today was a great day. Went for a few rides to enjoy the warm weather. I even let Shortie try to ride Suzie. She did an awesome job riding. Shortie got Suzie up to second gear. After a few more times in the alley, she might be able to take Suzie out on the street. I didn't have my camera, so I don't have a photo of Shortie riding Suzie, maybe next time. It's going to be raining for the next two or three days, everyone will have to wait. I am very proud of Shortie, she overcame her fear of riding Suzie by herself.

Just Another Day

Well just another day. Not warm enough to go out for a ride. It's 42 but it feel colder. What a drag! Wish it was warmer outside, where we would rather be. Need the warmth and fresh air. Having a hard time think of things to do. Sitting here watching the Weather Channel and working on my blog site. Can't even think of anything to create. As you can tell even without the snow I am still suffering from cabin-fever. Thought I would work on the inside of the garage to fix it up into a work shop. But this cold makes it hard to concentrate on what needs to be done out there. Hope everyone else is doing better than I am, right now. Have a great day and God Bless!!!!

Bored

Well nothing to do today. It is rainning and will be intop Tuesday. Can't go out and ride. Rain is good but it does make it hard to doing anything outside and have fun. I really can't think of anything to blog about at this point in time but, maybe later. Hope that everyone who reads my blog has a great day and God Bless!!!!!

Coming Or Going

Whoever is reading this, I am warning you that it may not make sense because the thoughts in my head are bouncing around so much I can't concentrate on one thing. First thought is why am I here. I have no freaking clue. Would the world be better if I were never born or if I were dead and buried. Would my son be better off if I died. Who the hell knows!
I don't know whether I am coming or going or where I stand, anymore.
I've been fighting with Social Security. They think I am not disabled. Because of this, I am strating to think the saying "By The People, For The People" is some bullshit someone wrote on a peice of paper then someone else wiped their ass with it. Why does our government make it so hard for someone to survive?
Would it be better for my friends if I were just to leave so that their finacial situation be better for them?
I don't have any answers and I don't think anyone does.
My mind is a mess and it is not getting any better. No matter how much medicine I take or how much therapy I go to, nothing is helping.
I FEEL ALL ALONE WITH NO ONE TO TURN TO FOR HELP!!!!!!!